Saturday, August 21, 2010

Time to express myself - again

I've been really quiet for quite sometime . It's not that nothing interesting happen to my life, in fact so many things happened. And I believe things happen for a reason. I have to say that 2009-2010 are the most challenging years. I have come to a certain understanding thinking of God must want to prepare me for a bigger challenge in my life.

Dear Allah, Please give me strength to live this life without Mama & Abah besides me. I'm coping well-at times. But sometimes I do break down and cry thinking all the coming days without my parents around. I cherished all the good times and bad times we had. They had given me the best and now it's time for me to do the same thing to my children.

Thank you Allah swt for the happiness and sadness.

Lets do this. I want to write again.

4 comments:

Aapitz said...

Sabarlah lah Fishie...

All the challenges comes for one good reason. To make you a better person. And one day you will realize the blessing thru the hardship.

Take care dear...hugs

nadya.s said...

Allah choose you because He knows,that you're the strongest of all. You can survive this trial, insyaAllah rewards0Nya juga berbaloi di kemudian hari.

Fishie,
Theres Pojee and kids that support and love u unconditionally. there's your good friends and relative as well.. insyaAllah you will do just fine in time, i know its hard without your wonderful parents, but they know u can do this.

im not the best of friend, but im here.. i believe in you fishie.,u will do just fine.

*hugs*

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa fishie n pojee n kids.

Along said...

I'm so sorry for your lost. I pray you find the strength and support you need to face this. Stay strong.

michelleho said...

Stay strong Fishie. I understand how you feel. Just need to move on while keeping the love in your heart.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to you and your family.